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Does any one of you have such awesome mother, who pretty much ditches you? Like literally, the last second, she tells you to 'Find a friend that can sleep over/you can sleep over at because we're going away'?
No? Just me? I knew it.
Honestly, sometimes, my mom can be really.REALLY annoying
tired, tired!
Meow! Floo-chan here. With an apology. I seem to post these everywhere, hehe!
I'm not posting any art, and by the looks of it, I won't be any time soon. I've recently moved out of my stressful household, but since I'm a teen who's still at studying, there's still stuff to do and it's been taking my will to draw or write away. I feel like a burden to my friends who took me in till I get on my feet and I still feel guilty for my family. I know it was right to leave, but I can't help it.
The future is scary and I'd much rather curl into a flooffy ball and stay like that xD
But I'm getting better. And I hope it will get even better.
Now I'll
Updates, Updates
There has been a lot of shit happening in my life XD Imma start with the bad stuff first XD
I've been showing slight signs of Schizophrenia. I hear noises that don't actually happen, see people in the dark or when I close my eyes... and my other me was getting wild, but I kinda got her to sleep by now ^^ Other things among my mental health is my paranoia and post-traumatic panic issues, with which I'm now fighting.
Next is school. School is a bit harder now, and I need to spend more time on it, but my mental health stands in the way, quite often. Panic attacks are a common story here, and my teacher is a bit mad at me for that, although I a
Okay, a bit of updating!
So, I haven't been doing much, because I'm currently doing the oral exams at my school ^^; Next week is a break, so no worries!
Second, I need to rant out a bit... My Orals are going fine, no worries. German was a 2 (B) and English, was a 27/27, so A+ ^^
Okay. The rant. I have been told I need to 'stop living in my fantasy and get to reality'. It's true, I hate reality. I usually spend my time zoning out, and creating new OCs, new stories and then write them all down in my notebooks. It isn't my 'little world'. It isn't even little. I might be living in my own fantasy, so what? Why does it even bother people? So what, that my stories will s
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Drawing one of my OCs, Lena Surana. Come and watch!
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well, dear, when i was 7 years old i was every week-end-morning slipping in the bed where my mum lies to hug her.
then, one morning i did that again and what i touched, wasn't my mum.
it was the hairy-naked back of a stranger.
i ran out of mum's bedroom, hiding scared in my wardrobe.
my mum stood in front of the wardrobe (still naked) and preached i shouldn't be so prudish.
i was SEVEN, remember?
and she NEVER did a sleep-over with a stranger before. (and the far i know, never after, too)
maybe it's difficult to differ the life as a mum from the freedom of youth ...
then, one morning i did that again and what i touched, wasn't my mum.
it was the hairy-naked back of a stranger.
i ran out of mum's bedroom, hiding scared in my wardrobe.
my mum stood in front of the wardrobe (still naked) and preached i shouldn't be so prudish.
i was SEVEN, remember?
and she NEVER did a sleep-over with a stranger before. (and the far i know, never after, too)
maybe it's difficult to differ the life as a mum from the freedom of youth ...